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2010-03-14T04:55:00.000-07:00

2010-03-13T06:35:00.001-08:00

it takes a second to

like someone....

it takes a minute to

love someone....

it takes an hour to

apprieciate someone...

but it takes my entire life

to forget someone. And i just

realise it how important dhat person is

and how much i love dhat person.....

im sorrie, i hope euu will give mie

another chance....

dont do the same mistake

as didand apprieciate them and lastly

LOVE THEM....

2010-03-12T06:33:00.001-08:00

12 march 2010...

todae atcually mine 1 month with ammar farhan..

but i broke up with himm. and i really regret it.

i dont know why. i missed him. i really dont know why..

its soo sad. i really wishes him too be by mine side..

if i had a chance i would want to patch back with him..

i realise dhat i love him.. and dhat they i cryed also because i love him

and i didnt realise how much i love him..

its killing miee to much.

i just hope euu would give miee another chance,farhan.

i really hope euu will give miee dhat chance..

Pls.. nari i nvr goo skool. im tired..

i dont wish goin to skool.

i dont know why..

its killing miee.. and dhats all i have '

to say....

i hope euu will give miee a chance..

i beg euu...

2010-03-10T05:38:00.000-08:00

Mieee... haah..

booring arg seyh.. da lar nothing to say.

BYE!!!!!

2010-03-10T05:06:00.001-08:00

10 march 2010...

haish. booriing seyh nari after skkol.

go bpp nan syawal and farhan...

eat at mcdonalds...

hehe...

and dhen goo back skkol with them.

otw nk alek skola terjumper farhan, my ex..

dhen dhat time syawal was walking beside miee sia... haaha

dhen farhan walk kepele dher like tundokk.

hehe.. no matter what im still his fren.

booring ler.. dhen we sit tempat biase arg.

we sit there sekejap ajer... farisah ckp she at skola tapi tk nmpk seyhh dher.

dhen kter org chow arhh. '

tkdr paper.. sumer lakiii jek yg lepak.

dhen kter chow arh.

dhen kter da jalan... we were at tmpat yg we always buy fries taww... nk cari

farisahh. dhen skali dher call.. she say she at skkolll. haaha.

dhen patah balek skola. at first kter org tknk tawww...

dhen we decide to play hide and seek dgn drng.. heehe.

dhen we round the whole skool tk nmpk jek... dhen skali dpt pon jumper..

dhen we talk2.. miee, atikah and farisah..

we goo tmpat see-saw.. we play see-saw.. haah.

my attitude like changed seyhh..

dhen ader haiqal... he and dher nyr kawans.

dhen kter org dah penat. we sit tmpat biase...

dhen blah.blah..blahblah..

ehk tk sabar arh besok ader maths trailll....

conferm gerekk. heehe.

arg, gtg arhh... okeoke. byee...

2010-03-09T06:08:00.000-08:00

Nur Ain Bte Sukiman!

Heeh. nier dhat time dkat toiletskola..

dhat time during ccm time seyh..

boorring nk mampos.

dhen miee and mine frens gy cabott arg.. tkder keje..

and dhen we stay dkat toilet... heeh.

our secret...

booring seyhhh... hhm...

2010-03-09T05:56:00.000-08:00

Coolkan? haah. miee and alif.

I treat him as frens yo. Hahh. my paling rapat kawan.

heheh. nier dhat time dkat music room. During history

lesson haah, mr kamal, he goo out jap dhen kter org

boorring, ghen tkder keje amek gmbr arg. heeh.

heyh. gtg. byee guys.

2010-03-09T02:02:00.000-08:00

9 march 2010....

Nari dkt clas gerek. hehe. U guys must be wondering i just broke with farhan

and im still happie... Haish. not dhat ler. Im just trying too cheer myself up.

Nar.. nvrm u guys wont understnd... I just wan too wished atikah and rezqie last long...

Atikah dont be like miee... Take note yup gerl. Dont even try too do what i had done to farhan.

Nari kter org tk gy clas. We tk study. We go phyics room. Gerek! Our trainee is fun. Tk fun sangat la. not bad. ms hafizah her name. Hah. we buat expeiment gerek. dhen after recess. The 4 coolest guys in my clas came late fr the clas. Atcually ckgu da warning seyh jgn dtg lambat. Dhen they purposely came late.

And guess wat they kena punished.Hah! serve then rite.. hehe. tk baek seyh.

ouhky dhen after dhat we do all kinds of experiments lar. cool beb...Dhen teacher tkar tempat, the 4 boys. They are always together arg.hmms all of are cool beb. u guys got to see them beb...

just now do experiments, farhan. My class farhan nyr. He sit beside miee.

Hehe. dhen buat mcm2 experiments. Dhen gy tmpat alif... he ask miee to touch dhis thing arg.

bende tuu mcm jelly seyh. so sticky.

dhen helmie and alif go touch my hand dhen drng pergy stick dhat thing too my hand sia...

like what seyh.

hmm. tapi gerek jugak. im like geeting closer with them seyh...

Ouhk ya. forget too tell tadi i goo skool dgn haiqal, 1T1... yg bdak ask miee for std. hehe'.

i dont quite knw him sangat lar. just bee frends first. see things going fine. but not too surearg. dhen tdi atikah dgn amiirah wait for miee at g.o( general office). dhen theysaw miee and haiqal

they like shocked siaa. .. haha. dhat guy was a little bit short dhen miee arg. tapi tk per.

erm, dhen frm there we seperated. dahen after skool borring sia. kter org stybck jap

dkt skola and after dhat lepak dkt bwk block. we eat fries. like normal dhen we talk2 about

sometink.

Dhen tibe2 rezqie and the gang dtg. Sibok jek haah. Btw rezqie is atikah nyr mtaer.

atikah dgn rezqie bole tahan seyh... they are the long lasting couple among uss.

I broke with farhan. Farisah broke with amir....like i admire their raelationship.

very caring couple. haha.

heyh, u guys gtg. bye... later i update more. byee. tc.

2010-03-08T04:44:00.000-08:00

Mondae. 8 march 2010.

I broke up with Farhan already. Hmmms, bagos lar tuuu.

im single. hehe.Nvrmind.

Hah. Plenty guys out there.First after clas bonding, i and atkah sit

tempat biase lar. Dhen i nmpk nadia, shazleen and the gang...

i saw farhan walk dpan dorng dhen followed by nadia and shazleen blakang dorng.

Dhen they go dkat somewhere. duaan seyh. U imagine ur mtaer sendiri gy dgn pompan

laen, satu tempat...

Dhen i like was about to cry seyh...Farhan came towards miee. He ask, aper jadii? i

eply. Ntah. Mls nk layan seyh. dhen i cant take it seyh.

Dhen walk goo out of skool, farhan kejar dari blakang. H e told miee: knaper? i refused to

tell him. Dhen i ask him to just goo back to skool... Just go back to skool.

dhen he mcg miee dhis: i hate to see euu cry...i hate to leave euu....

coz i love euu... mie and nadiah has nothing goin on... euu got to believe mie gerl....

i wont do anyting to hurt euu as i love euu....

i also noe euu like somone else....but if the solution to make euu not to cry anymore

means i have to leave euu....

dhen im afraid dhat i will leave euu...even if it break my heart to do so....

but there a saying dhat ' sometimes love doesnt mean to posses.....

if euu dont understand....its means dhat sometimes when euu love someone euu

can love them by not being with them.....

As long as they are happie....im happie.

So just tell miee dhat euu like dhat person and i will break with euu okay ain....

No matter what i will always love euu ain...

Dhis is what he mcg... Dhen i eply. he mcg miee dhis:

i just got a feeling... btw seeing euu cry really break my heart into pieces....

now im stil finding the pieces of my heart dhat euubroke... so let miee not be frens with euu

for a while or never.... just tc....

He texted miee dhis...dhen our conversations stop around there....

And if he doesnt wants to be frens with miee i understand. I just hurt his feelings and he nid sometimes too cool down. Nvrmind. i understnd....

So everyone i just broken up with ammar farhan... u guys take note...

and farhan i just wanted to say:

Thanks for evertunk u had done for miee. I apprieciate it alot. Thanks for making miee happie

when im with euu.... I really like those memories euu gave mie.

Those daes gonna stuck in my mind forever. I treat euu as a big brother to miee.

I dont treat euu more like a boyfren. So once again i say sorrie. I dont mean too...

and i wished euu all the best. Get yourself a new gerl mayb dhat gerl is much more

better dhan miee... So farewell my fren... meet euu again in my next life, if we are destined too be together...

2010-03-07T08:58:00.001-08:00

Nk brk ker Tknk?

alar hai. Mcm ner i dont even dare to hurts his feelings.

He like really into miee. I just hope he will understand. Oke ar enough about

dhis. Citer pcl bende laen ar. Im very hapie. My dad just bought miee a shoee.

Nike punyer brand taww. Hah. Jgn nk kmbang arg. Hah. Tawuu tk per. Mahal seyh. Color:

Purple, but i prefer the red. yg the red one lagyy mahal seyh. Tk per arg nxt time

bole beli lagyy.

2moro goin too skool dgn farhan.Hmms. Nothing too say arg. i cant wait for 2moro bkan pcl

gyy skola dgn farhan taw. Its abt,' beyond the class room week'...

Hah. wonder what we are goin to do 2moro. Ouhky arg nk tdo. da penat da.

Nitey. C ya!

2010-03-07T08:21:00.000-08:00

Haha. Da lamer tk joget mly dance. I missed those daes. Ha. Ouhky gtg. bye. Im updating tengah mlm seyh. dalarh nk tdoooo.. bye.

2010-03-06T08:21:00.000-08:00

Ammar Farhan!

alamak mcm ner seyh? Nk brk ker tknk...

Leceh lar cm nier. I like him. But i have somoone else in my mind.

OMG! cm ner i dont wan too hurt his feelings. I just hope he would understand.

Its difficult for miee too...Im not sure. he sing to miee sometimes.

I really like his voice. His voice were sooo nice. U guys got to hear him

sing. He was a sweet guy. He was the nicest guy i have met.

But i dont wish to hear his feelings. Haish. He just told miee dhat

he started to fall in love with miee and he said its to late. I really dont knw how...

Im waiting for him to ask for break. I gonna make him hate miee.

its not dhat i dont like him but i treat him like a brother. He is much older dhan miee.

I really dont wan to hurts his feelings. I nid some help.

i nid some advise. No ones knws what im feelings.

I tried to love him but sometink is blocking.

I dont knw whye.

I love him just like a brother. I hope he could understand.

When we were together he would tell mie nadia cute. I was like never mind. I dont care. Dhen he say he was just kidding. I mcg him just too make him fed-up with mie.

i said, he and nadia make a perfect couple. Dhen he eply, dhen all dhis time i treat him as a what?I did nt answer. Dhen he say,Bie...im faling in love... dhen i say with who?

he told mie,with mie.. I love euu...

Dhen i say why not nadia? as he and nadia is a perfect match...

he say: ya..whatever ok. I didnt reply.

enough for todae. I will continue my story next time. Nite. I just would like to say.

Im sorrie if i had hurt your feelings.....

LOve always, Nur Ain.....

2010-03-05T22:58:00.000-08:00

i feel like brking up with him.

I dont knw whye.. Haty rase mcm tk sdap seyhh.

atcually, i admire somone else.

And btw 2 guys just asked std...

I dont believe seyhh. They are my frends. And one of the just my

fren like him. I feel bad sak. And nk letak mner seyh, farhan?

i dont knw how. and selamer nier i knw who dhat guy like.

me and 1 of my frens. But sadly he told me both of us are attached.

Kcian. Susah ler mcm gni.

dhen smlm, i text farhan. i asked him are, kalao i nk mintak brk, aper u buat?

dhen he eply,tk tahwuu. knaper? asal euu nk ehk?

Dhen i say tnyr jek.

2010-03-04T06:15:00.000-08:00

Nari dkt clas tk bynk sgnt bende terjadi. Ms thia, eng teacher, tk dtg. So relief teacher dtg. Mepek seyh ckgu tuu, mner nyr bagos jek. Bobal mcm per. Tk layak jadi ckgu seyhh... mcm bagos. Dhen we the whole clas as usual buat bising. 1 hari clas tk buat bising tk sah...Haha. We sit in a group dhen bdak lelaki dlm clas kteorg sit wit us. Da biase da dgn drng.... Hehe. dhen kteorng buat ckgu irratating. We gendang the table sekuat-kuatnyr. biar padan muke ckgu tuuu... Step bagos. Dhen syawal, draw dkt kaki dher. Cantek oiii. Dhen i ask him to draw fr mee. dhen nier farhan,botak, sibok jek. Org suroh syawal, dher yg draw. Kalao drawkan cantek tkper taww. tk vantek jek, cacat. Dhen kene cuci balek. Buat penat jek. sooo dhis is only i can share... im getting tired. Sooo,byee. Nitey.
Love,You sayang.

2010-03-03T02:49:00.000-08:00

Sorrie... sangat2. Haa..my blog memang dah lamer mati seyh.. tk update sngt. Cnferm boring...gosh. Hmm, to my Twinnie, if u r reading dhis i wanna say, '' i missed u sngt2" especially those daes we r 2gether.... Hahh.. How's urs schol?? evertink doin fine? hmm, i missed my frens out there .... My schol doin fine. Gerek, btw i'm attached. Haaa...,dgn bdak sec 4... Ouhky lrh dher nt bad... tinks r doin fine between me and Farhan, my mtaer... bdak sec 4...Atcually i have many stories 2 tell u all. Tkper nxt tyme, i tell u guys. Ouhky, gtg... byee. Btw i will always update my blog frm now onn.... Heehe. Byeee,guys.

2010-01-09T18:09:00.001-08:00

Hellohellohello . Atiqahtersayang here ! Gosh , Ain your blog is D-E-A-D . oKEY , for ain's new friends dhat dont know me , I'm her twinnie , Atiqah . Okey , people , im going out with twinnie in a while and im not dressed yet . Wonder what's ain doing now . Atiqah go siap laaaa ass !

Andandand , please view dhis blog too . www.twinnywinny.blogspot.com

TY ! Ain's been facing a little tinny problem . Beb , i miss you laa sangatsangat . Padahal nnt jumpe . o-o Okey , im done here . Tkcre aytes ? Tata .

Assalamualaikum ,Atiqahtersayang .

Sooo bored.

2009-12-14T02:54:00.000-08:00

Hmms, lagy bape hari lagy atiqah's bdae. Ouhky, seriously i dun knw what to buy for her seyh. Tinking for buying her a dress. That time i walk with my mum nampak nierh punye dress uhk. Not bad nice. And in tinking twice whether to buy that dress for her.

Going out with Twinnie.

2009-12-14T02:41:00.000-08:00

Yes. Its soo great going out with Atiqah known as my Twinnie.... We go out at causeway point. We watch NEWMOON. Omg. The movie was sooo great babe.

I love it babe. You guys out there much watch that movie babe. Its sooo fantastic.

Ouhky, more stories. We went inside we seat, like normal larh. dhen tak sangke our behind ade couple. They were like normal couple but they were kissing and like doing that tingy. Seriously, they were not watching that movie. They were soooo damn noisy babe. I hate it. At first atiqah tak nampak larh, i saw it first. Tak sengaje. Hahhks, so weird asal larh taknak buat kat bilek arh seyh??? Nak buat dekat dalam cinema pulak. Pe larh dorang.

Dae by Dae seems soo Bored

2009-12-14T02:32:00.000-08:00

Yeaah dae by dae i dun knw what to do sak.

Its just seems nothing to my LIFE. Haiishy. hmms its feel irratating larhks. No ones really care soo much . Im a promblematic gurl. Hahhks. I love to make people suffer. Like if that person give me trouble i will gve that person more trouble, u knw what i mean revenge. Haahks. LOLS. Ouhky lark i dun what to say anymore. Im just not in the mood to type. Byeee u guys out there.

No Longer With You.....

2009-11-24T02:36:00.000-08:00

yeaah. Haaahks. Im break with nazlee aldry. FYI. hmmks. i knw many of u are not interested in my story. isn't it??? yeaah. ouhky. i tink jus carry on wit my life. jus have to be frends. i stil have a long way to goi mean WE. heehhks. idk wad to say lerhk.
ouhky. news. waiting 4 PSLE results. idk wad. idk
who. idk which skol to go. its so hard 4 me. I wanna go hong kah. but, my mother tk kasi . haiyoyoyoy. sorie, TWINNNIE. Cn't go to the same skol 2gether.
yeeah. im rite wit my adek sedare,jus bside me. she's reading everting wad iam typing.

ouhky lrhk. bye. sorie. c ya again . in my nxt life. heeehksss.

I CAN'T STOT PIT.

2009-11-16T20:49:00.000-08:00

hmms. ouhky, haahk yesterdae, 16 november 2009. our P6 graduation dae. funny seyhk. heehk. every clas will perform and item. 6 Care, singing. 6 Diligence,singing. 6 Loyalty,singing. 6 Respect,singing and dancing. 6 Trust,singing and dancing. 6 Hope, live band and wushu. 6 Joy, a skit. yeeah miney clas. not 2 forget 6 Peace, dancing. my twinniey class. hmms. life is so painful. im lucky tat i break wit you seyhhk. if not i will be more hurt by u. stupid boy. sorrie i didn't mean it. tooooooooooo...................hurt. DAMN HURT,darlin.

haahk.IM SINGLE.

2009-11-16T20:38:00.000-08:00

Yah...haahk.im single rite now.dohh. not wit any1.yeaah!! jus have focus on studies first.lols. tats ritey. boy i can survive wihtout u larhk seyhk. im a gurl tats derserve a better love. and i dun tinkk u needed my lovey. you so damn stupid. lols. enough of tis, i cannot stand it anymore. and i had enough of tis sickening and painful SO-CALLED, LOVE GAME. haahk. dun bother wit all tis love. but sometime im missing you. you jus dun knw the thing tat i had gone through. and lets end our conversation here. wishing you all the besties.

im ouhky back wit hym.......

2009-11-01T20:30:00.000-08:00

ouhky...haaahk.im ouhky back wit nazlee. haix.he say sorrie.but at first i lyke he say sorrie seriously or fake. dhen i acpt his apologies.haahk.stil he is my sayang.obviously seyhhh.derhkkk.haahk.ouhky no more about tat.derkhkhkhk.new story.ouhky,abt sorfina bdae ouhky seriously i admit tk ramai org go her bdae party. for the gurls,me. atiqah.syakila. for the boys,faris.irfan.erfan.haziq.ouhky tats all. siket org jek seriously i pity her. its her bdae wad and every1 should come and celebrate.its was lyke so quiet damn quiet. after the boys come baru larh bunyik bising. dhen we took pictures 2gether lyke group gathering lyke tat.haaahkkk.fun ouhky lrh.not tat bad.haahk.ouhky lrh got 2 goooo...... byeeex.

WORLD WAR 2.

2009-10-28T18:50:00.000-07:00

Ouhky seriously.i fight wit him.seriously he was lyke..... he changed. i dun lyke his behaviour. the story goes lyke tis......tad tyme i was the bkshp wit my frens.dhen ade soccer bois. i dun lyke them.i dun knw why. i and zayma go another place arh.dhen nazlee mcq he tnye u aderh TTM tk??? dhen i say no! mne aderh. dhen i ask asal tnye?he say i tgk u dgn haqil mcm ttm jek.dhen i say nolarh.tkde.dhen at nite he mcg me.he ask me again.ouhky.seriously im fedup wit him.he keep askin me yad questions.sorie.gtg.byee. love u all. byee. c ya nxt tyme!!

im back!!!!

2009-10-28T18:05:00.000-07:00

ouhky.serious i std bck wit nazlee.i knw it was ridiculous 4 stding bck wit him. at first i thought he was hopeless n i hate him when he ask 4 brk. dhen he mcg me. not i,i,u,u but kau,kau, aku,aku. seriously i dun lyke it he was so mean tat tyme.dhen tibe2 mcq ckp aku sorie 4 wad he had done. and he ask 4 std again. i was lyke ouhk.ouhky.dher ni btol ke tk tibe2 mintk patch.i hate him at first. and i told him aku tk ready arh.kte orng jdi kwn dulu ehk bole????dhen he eply ouhky.seriously i dun knw nk acepy ke tk.i jus dun believe him.dhen i tink twice i stil love him n i finally acpt.haaha.so i guess im attached.no longer single.hahahhhk.

2009-10-21T17:39:00.000-07:00

Hello people.

Atiqahhhhh here.

I know ain is not updating recently.

I'' tell you something.

she broke up with nazlee eddyka.

Yes, they did.

And i know, ain hates nazlee terribly.

i know that.

So..

No words.

TTFN.

2009-10-01T05:24:00.000-07:00

hello fellow aliens and humans.

Atiqahsd's here to make ain's blog alive!

i'm just updating for her, efore her blog is dead, oooo..

haha.

i like updating ppl's blog.

anyone wants me to update their blog, tag me at my blog.

i'll give u my msn hotmail.

i'll help you update it.

and woo.. not just posting.. make it fun though.

and finally, erm.. bye.

tat gurl.............

2009-09-25T22:16:00.000-07:00

yo.infact 2dae so much happen..at mdm nura 2tion.tat gurl go and complain evertink 2 mdm nura.i feel lyke killing her seyh...bodohnye budak.jgn nk step arh.guess wad she pernah kiss n hug and she has gone over the limits. she pernah go snatch my boifren sak.

My love

2009-09-10T01:00:00.000-07:00

here goes my story..
i met him after the napfa test, i.6 km. i remember the day till now. The first time we talk was outside school. when he asked me a question. Well, talking to him was fun though. I did so many mistakes in my life just to stead,break and patch back with him for a certain reason. well, i just wanna say sorry for my minor and major mistakes. :] i didn't think twice and i regret it. I still remember our memories. At the bookshop and at the basketball court. i enjoy those memories you gave to me. i appreciate it alot. thannk you for eveything you've done for me.

well, i remembered when that time, during our PSLE ORAL, we had our groupings, and i was with another boy, but unfortunately you were in the same group with me adn that boy. well, in the room, both of you were facing each other and i was still deciding who should i choose. well, at that minute, i still LOVE you. im scared after PSLE we will seperate. and i dun wan 2 seperate wit u.im jus tooo SCARED.SO DAMN SCARED. i hope we will get into secondary school nxt year. im jus dun wan 2 lose u.im afraid how i will do without u.......

P.S: THANKS for everything you've done for me and you gave me the love that i need.

to my readers: thanks for listwning or reading to my story. love you guys out there! :]

2009-09-09T18:38:00.000-07:00